I could not achieve the vision of Allah. After this I took the oath
of allegiance in Chishtiya order of spiritual discipline and completed
its course in five to six years.This course secured in my nature
elegance, perception of beauty and comeliness and intense feeling
of love and affection. But the vision of Allah was hard to find
here also.
After
this I did not take oath of allegiance to any other order of spiritual
discipline and I did thorough and extensive studies of Qadirya order
of spiritual discipline and few other orders. But how to get the
vision of Allah was not narrated there also. Now I adopted the attitude
of complete silence and waited for divine elegance.
At
last Allah's mercy dawned on me and He, in His benign mercy, got
me in touch with a divine person. He was an Owaisi(spiritual order
of discipline related to Hazrat Owais Qadri). He himself owed allegiance
to non;neither he took oath of allegiance from anybody.
Hence
I did not take oath of allegiance but did receive his grace in abundance
for 20 to 25 years. Now I did get grace from him but continued reflecting
and reciting as in the same old order of Naqshbandiya discipline.
This
time the divine course was covered in a strange way i.e. I passed
the entire way from Nasoot to Zaat-i-Beht seeing and understanding
the surrounding all around i.e. first I saw the stages of Hell,
and in succeeding order and moving about the heavens of A'raf, Malakoot,Jabroot,
Lahoot and Hahoot reached the lower layer of Hoo. Here I overcame
the state of Wahdatul Wajood.
This
is the same state which has been described as Reality by Ibn Arabi.
Allah be praised! I did not stay longer here otherwise I would have
remained a Wajoodi. When I reached the upper layer of Hoo I experienced
the state which has been called Zilliyat by Hazrat Mujaddid Alf-i-Sani.
I crossed this very soon. After this I remained for some time in
A'dam but continued proceeding forward till by crossing A'dam entered
Alam-i-Amr and at last after continuous efforts of 26 to27 years
I achieved my life's desire in 1953.
Allah
be praised! What I sought I got at the ripe age of 60 years and
42 years of continuous and sustained efforts by the grace of Allah.
Allah is great and His bounty is boundless. To achieve the spiritual
goal from Nasoot to Zaat-i-Beht is not a joke. It is the most difficult
undertaking and only a few fortunate persons have the luck to achieve
it. |